My apologies on taking so long to get to this piece, but was it ever worth the wait. This is definitely one of your most intense pieces and it shines. Intricate, descriptive (truly could be an episode---it's not only that good, but so detailed, you can picture each setting, facial expression and sequence playing out) and introspective. Weighty and substantial. No stone left unturned.
I love the way this plays out. The beginning is a re-cap of Dean Douchebag's exploits and his disappearance. The narration of that time period is spot on. The middle is Beth's inner turmoil over her part in his death and how far she will or must go to protect the one she loves. The end? Well, we don't really know how she will come to grips with the decisions she has made, do we?
LOVED how you compared Beth's current predicament with Mick's past disposal of Cora in order to protect Beth. Something so simple, the parallels, that I never thought of before. Everyone ends up sacrificing something in the ML universe, don't they?A man with a secret, who’d killed one he loved to save the innocent child she once was, only to capture the heart of the impetuous woman she’d become. Until recently, she hadn’t fully appreciated the pain of his sacrifice so long ago, but now she did. If only he knew …..
Josef sacrifices love when the love of his life's turning puts her into a coma, thereby irrevocably changing the man/vamp he is.
Mick sacrifices so much of his humanity because of and due to Cora and her evil manipulations. He sacrifices her life for that of a little girl's. At least at the time, he believes this to be true.
Cora, as much as I cannot stand the woman, sacrifices as well. She 'loves' human Mick, changes him against his will in order to keep him with her forever, and then tries to steal a child in the name of keeping her husband. Cora isn't stupid, and she knew that taking Beth was a crapshoot, but she knew that she was at the end of her rope as far as hanging on to Mick was concerned.
Beth is now put into the position of sacrificing. She probably feels that she already sacrificed one life due to her love for Mick: Josh's. Then, she feels remorse over the death of Dean F., the ultimate? Ben's death. How she moves on from this, I have no idea. Perhaps this is why she should be turned sooner rather than later. She has already sacrificed so much of her humanity in such a short period of time, that she is already halfway there, waiting any longer just heaps more guilt and sorrow onto her already heavy heart.
I could go on and on, which is testament to what this fic offers. So much to ponder. So much to wonder. So much sadness that we will never know how all of this would have ultimately played out in the television world of ML.
Bravo, my friend. Bravo.